22:18 So had a little bit of a argument with my partner, not really an argument I just think they’re finally getting sick of me and will soon leave. I’m too tired to go into details but these are a few of the messages I have been sent:
- “because you used to be just you and now your different types of you I can’t really explain it”
- “You used to be NAME and we had fun now you’re different types of you and I dont even know them”
- “You haven’t always been like that it’s a new thing, you used to be fine with the kids, always the calm rational one and now I’m that.”
Essentially what my partner is getting at is they feel like they’re not in a relationship with the same person they met at the start. We don’t have sex anymore, I kinda feel like we’ve fallen out of love other than the fact we care for each other. I don’t know what to make of it all.
19:44 Christmas party yesterday and I was far too drunk. I forgot to take my evening meds, got in at 3am, lost my keys and now I feel absolutely trollop. I don’t have anything else to say just wanted to check in so i’ll leave you with this gif.