20:25 Are you in the Christmas spirit yet? My last 3 Christmases have been proper ruined through poor mental health. Just haven’t been able to enjoy at all and it’s gutting because I think I like Christmas. This year I am determined to have a good one, I’ll fight tooth n’ nail against my brain to enjoy it.
My new meds seem to have settled down now, only have a slightly dry mouth in the morning and that’s about it 🙂 oh that and I’ve completely gone off sex…Which is dead weird because before the tablets I’d go through phases of feeling like the energiser rabbit 😂 too much info perhaps butt fuck it, it’s my blog.
I’m really busy at work at the moment and don’t get much time to sit and reflect, I think that’s a good thing because it’s keeping my mind occupied. But I’m having little flutters of ‘enlightenment’ where everything is clear and I know exactly what to do. Everything is in place and if it isn’t I know exactly how to fix it…shame they’re just flutters and not sustained periods of time eh!
Anyway, I’m going in the bath. I’ve had a bottle of red and I feel guilty because I was supposed to save that bottle for Christmas. Going to watch some feel good videos and hope nothing tries to sabotage my good mood!